went to maryland to see merry ppl get married.

sorry for not posting. they didnt have internet over there. sooo yes. i went a wedding. i enjoyed myself but there were soo many ppl i didnt know. i literally asked ppl if they were in my family. haha sigh. i came home late so ill keep this short. well i got to hang out with my cousins and we all slept over at my cousins apartment. havent done that in a while. i really enjoy talking to ppl about anything that comes to mind. i have talked to my guy cousins alot but i really got to talk to sarah, the cousin one year older than me. we have lots in common, being the little ones of our group. only ones underage. haha. we still kinda drank tho :P shhhhh. i really like how i can talk to her without the awkward feeling of whether im getting to close to her or not. i guess i get that feeling sometimes when i talk to girls of whether i am getting to close to them and giving them the wrong idea. i only have a few girl i can talk to like that. lol.

well anyway. i got to drink this weekend. haha. not too much. dont worry. imma good boy. kinda tasted nasty but i now see why ppl drink, especially with friends. however, i dont quite see the reasoning behind getting drunk. iono yet. who knows. lol.

sigh. this weekend was an amazing break from school but its time to come back to reality. gotta study now. pound essays out. study for tests. this is who i am... and this is what i have to do now. bc i am a student. i must not forget that.... sigh. i always have to remind myself that it isnt about me, but its all for God. i study hard because i should want to glorify God, not to satisfy my worldy desires of wanting to be recognized. i forget this at times... and this go wrong when i do.

i need to pray more. i miss real genuine prayer. its been awhile....

PEACE! GNIGHT!