looking past those first impressions.

i basically slept through compsci today. iono why i even went. lol. so today was... hmmm john wooden's 100th bday. too bad he didnt make it all the way. i have to admit that reaching 100 is an impressive feat, but one i do not wish to achieve. but then again, it is not really up to me. lol.

i realized that i usually have a negative attitude towards ppl taht drink. i know in general, ppl who do so tend to be more... how to say this nicely.. more douchier ppl. but im sure there are plenty of awesome ppl out there who jst drink. i really need to look past that first impression and really get to know ppl.

this happend in kcm today. one of the freshmen ppl was all ktown gansta. ya know. the ny hat backwards. the flannel. the voice "wussup doode" and i immediately placed him to be this gangbanger korean punk. but as i got to know him and talk to him, i found his real passion for God. it was really blessing and kinda took me back. it really isnt about the outward appearance, but rather the inner one. i need to look past first impressions and really see ppl for who they really are. and with this thought... i really start to imagine what i am like on the outside vs. the inside. hmm....

well anyway, kcm today was fun. progressive dinner. got to go to ppls apartments and they talked to us about mission trips this past summer. they went to places like india, nicaragua, thailand and japan. iono but i feel very strongly towards japan. before this summer, i didnt think much about it, but right now i am feeling a calling. i guess this summer, my visit to japan really affected me. I remember being so lost when i went and i culdnt communicate, but i really have a sense of comfort around them. i will see what is plausible and who knows, maybe i will go.

midterms coming up. gotta study for those. like REALLY REALLY study for those. at least for calc i do. compsci is a joke. lol. sigh.

PEACE! AND TO ALL A GNIGHT!

ps. im happy i didnt go to the club today.