good and bad.

today was nice and cool. i enjoyed the weather. got to kinda relax. however, it got kinda scary in calc today. i sat there, listening to the TA explaining some hw problem, and i kinda sat there, not comprehending one bit. it was so scary. that has never happened to me, like not knowing anything. ive always been able to deduce waht was going on... but today... iono. i need to step up my game in calc. i can do it. i know i can. as long as i try. AJAH.

so went to kccc today. i didnt really enjoy today as much. i reallly like the pastor. he is so cool. a really great model. the ppl there are great too. really worshipping God with a pure heart. that was what i came into college looking for. however, i also met some ppl who were drifitng away from God. i went with this one krn girl. typical christian background. went to church every sunday. etc etc. but now that she goes to college, she is drifting, said she was opened to trying new religions. it really upsets me seeing ppl drift away from the church. and what makes me even more upset is that i am not prepared to help bring them back. i talked to her about my experiences, and she seemed to understand, but i cant really seem to reach her. iono. i will have to keep on trying. as for ministries... i am liking kcm a litte more right now but i feel bad not joining kccc. for some reason, i feel obligated to. blaah

vb is starting soon :D i am so excited. i absoluetly love vb. it makes life more fun. more interesting. lol. woot.

weeks are flying by. they seem so quick. cant fall behind. lol.

oh and i started exploring music again, after being out of the loop for a few months. i found several krn indie folkpop bands that are amazing. i need to find ppl here with my music taste. no one seems to my taste. lol.

now i am off to bed. earlier than yesterday :P teehee. okok. PEACE.