gotta make a decision.

so today i met doo hee. the head staff member of kccc and i do have to say, i really respect him. basically identical to p. james. i know he will def be a spiritual role model and can really help me with my journey. i had a really honest convo with him for about 2 hours and i really opened up to him. it was awesome. but then i also went to kcm today. i went not really expecting much but i really have to say that i did enjoy it a lot. i don't know if its the volleyball acting up in me, bc they have their big kcm sports day and they be playing vb. all my church friends were talking trash on ucla for not winning a game last year, so i really wanted to play this year. bah. iono. kcm has a nice support group. nice mixture of krn and english. accountability groups. ahhhh. i guess i really need to pray about this. it is a big decision.

so vb really got me thinking about like working out. man i really wanna play and be good. i wanna jump high. dunk over ppl. that would be amazing. but that requires work so im determined now. ahhh. gotta do it.

our room is infested with ants. they find all my food. i wanna buy ant spray but tim doesn't. he says it smells. imam buy it anyway. lol.

i just heard a drunk scream in the hall. ppl are coming back from thirsty thursday parties. lol. sounds like…. fun…. not really. woot.

i need to sleep earlier so that i can spend more time on writing better posts. blaaahh.