actions speak louder than words

had my final classes before my fist midterm. im pretty nervous about it. shuldnt be TOO bad. right? lol. well i stayed awake in those classes so im pretty proud of myself. haha

hum... i noticed i have been meeting alot of girls. iono... there are alot of guys too, but more girls than usual. alot of lettuces friends. random ppl. haha. they are all quite interesting. not so much "i have feelings for u" but jst like comfort with them. jst a lolsy observation.

so since everybody left to irvine, i was stuck here alone tonight with the roommates. we had some male bonding aka playing video games so it was chill. got to hang out in louises room without jasthuc in the room. quite a different atmosphere. haha. well since we are all krn, it was really fun. talking krn and all. we also talked about lots of things we wanted to do and where we wanted to go. it was so easy to say like "lets go to....blah" and i realized ive said that soo many time, but i have not put any effort into doing so. i feel very fake for doing so. verbally, i have the ambition of a beast, but when it comes down to physcial actions, iono... it jst doesnt seem to come out. haha...

its late and im tired. GNIGHT!