Posting from ma iPod. lol

Haha so yes. I jst posted from my iPod.lol it's hard to type so imma keep it short. Hmmmm I think I try to hard to be ppls friends. I need to be who I am andthe real lasting friends will come. That is all. Woooooot. Gnight

tiny tim and the crabs.

ahhh. i didnt post yesterday. it totally blanked my mind. i slept wayy too late. haha. well in order to remember today, i have decided to post earlier. yes i know. ingenious. haha. for some reason, i got really lazy this week. its probably the weekend. it felt to much like a vacation, the mood probably leaked into this week. i need to pick it up. i was supposed to wake up at 8:50 today. i woke up at 9:50. sigh. missed a class bc of it. gotta pick it up.

so i got in lots of trouble this week from my parents. apparently i texted 500 my 250 limit. but it wasnt even about the money they were mad about. they were upset that i texted that much. i dont find 750 that many texts. well its more than my usual, but its not that much. they were yelling at me about how i wasnt concentrating in college and blah blah. they went through my text log and kept asking who i was texting. iono.... sigh.... and i calculated it, me being the math person i am. 750 in one month. thats 25 text per day. assuming that 1 text takes around 30 seconds, i text approximately 12.5 minutes per day. which i dont find to be that much. well iono man. i jst need to stop texting too much. woot.

i have found ppl in kcm that i really enjoy. ppl that can really motivate me and can jst chill with me. its a happy place now. i hope i can really grow lots in kcm. woot woot.

john and yada are coming this weekend. im pretty stoked. but i dont know what to do with them. i havent been out enough to know where to go. i also have a midterm next wednesday. gotta study for that but with them here for the weekend... iono. gotta study lots. woot woot.

oh and i fed tim the chesapeake bay crabs i brought back from maryland. he really enjoyed them. i must bring him over soon and show him the awesomeness of the cho family. woot woot.

hmm... i need to get back basics. i need to live with more passion. i feel like the fire in me is dwindling and i cant focus on what i am here for... to really study to glorify God. its not about me. its about you.

went to maryland to see merry ppl get married.

sorry for not posting. they didnt have internet over there. sooo yes. i went a wedding. i enjoyed myself but there were soo many ppl i didnt know. i literally asked ppl if they were in my family. haha sigh. i came home late so ill keep this short. well i got to hang out with my cousins and we all slept over at my cousins apartment. havent done that in a while. i really enjoy talking to ppl about anything that comes to mind. i have talked to my guy cousins alot but i really got to talk to sarah, the cousin one year older than me. we have lots in common, being the little ones of our group. only ones underage. haha. we still kinda drank tho :P shhhhh. i really like how i can talk to her without the awkward feeling of whether im getting to close to her or not. i guess i get that feeling sometimes when i talk to girls of whether i am getting to close to them and giving them the wrong idea. i only have a few girl i can talk to like that. lol.

well anyway. i got to drink this weekend. haha. not too much. dont worry. imma good boy. kinda tasted nasty but i now see why ppl drink, especially with friends. however, i dont quite see the reasoning behind getting drunk. iono yet. who knows. lol.

sigh. this weekend was an amazing break from school but its time to come back to reality. gotta study now. pound essays out. study for tests. this is who i am... and this is what i have to do now. bc i am a student. i must not forget that.... sigh. i always have to remind myself that it isnt about me, but its all for God. i study hard because i should want to glorify God, not to satisfy my worldy desires of wanting to be recognized. i forget this at times... and this go wrong when i do.

i need to pray more. i miss real genuine prayer. its been awhile....

PEACE! GNIGHT!

the sun will come out tomorrow.

ahhh. so got back the calc midterm. lets not talk about it. yes. that is a good idea. humm so after my midterm, i have been chilling alot, specially kcm ppl. i feel kinda bad bc that means less time with roommates, specially the tall one, but i guess i cant always have them with me. and the tall one doesnt feel comfortable around krns. or at least alot of them haha.

volleyball is uberly fun. played a real game today and mmaaannn does it feel good. sliding my body against the floor. getting those bruises and burns on my knees. quite awesome. haha.

hmm.. i really came to realize how hard college is. i cant push this off. change my study habits. its no longer jst happy play time after class, but now its do ur hw and review the lecture time when i get back to the dorms. i will try my best, and so will u :D WOOOT!

nothing much. meh. it rained. i guess im enjoying it. i kinda miss the sun tho. yeup. that is all for now. PEACE!

the day that just sucked.

midterms today. two of them. sigh. it was not a good first two midterms. so my story today. i woke up early. studied a little. first midterm, a breeze until the lat problem... i jst didnt know the last problem... at all.. sigh.. then skipped my next class to study. ended up having a popquiz in the class... yah i wasnt there to take it. then math jst raped me. i usually dont complain about my day but i jst feel like i needed to today.

i realized that i cant be upset for too long. iono if itsa good thing but i usually jst fume for about 30min. i then think about the things i wuld do bc i wuld be so upset. then i jst get over it. i guess it can be a good thing, seeing that i wont bring myself down, but i feel that its bc i dont care enough. iono. blah

well at least midterms are over. lol. my dad sent me a text "Joshua 1:9 Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go"

even tho i got it after all my tests.... i still found it very motivating. AJAH! I CAN DO IT! ONLY 4 MORE YEARS :D

i guess im growing up now huh.

so i checked out a church by myself today. myself meaning without the tall one. went to cpc in cerritos. i know its far but i really enjoyed it. everyday, im finding these people that i really respect and look up to. today i met ed chang. he gave me a ride today and i had a chance to talk to him and stuff. man that guy is kinda beast. def a hyung. he is premed, but somehow he finds time to really glorify God. he leads the campus evangelism team and talking to him really opened my eyes. so far ive been talking about how i wanna know more about Gods word so that i could take on nonchristians in debates and answer all their questions, but how he put it really caused me to rethink my motives. He was told me about how it wasnt about knowing the answers, but about showing Gods love. Destroying an opponent in a religious debate achieves nothing and it often does more harm than good. Its the caring and honesty that really resonates in ppls hearts. This guy has really changed my view on the whole idea of evangalism and im really thankful that i met him early on in my freshmen year. oh and he also bought me pho. WOOT WOOT.

and i got this midterm thing tom morn. i shuld get to bed. gotta get ready. lol.

i think i wanna join kcm. i have found so many ppl i respect in KCM and i believe that they can really help me in my journey to God. I will have to pray on this one tho. Its a big decision. woot.

a.d.d

woke up at 2pm today. seeing as how late i slept last night, im sure that is no surprise. it did feel awesome but i realized that i kinda killed half the day. i remember this summer, i wuld wake up at 7 and go to qt. and it wuld be like 9 when i got back home. that was awesome. a nice long full day. iono now anymore. my day seems to start at 1 nowadays. since i end class at 1. haha.

well today was like intense study sesh. i sat down ready to study but things kept on distracting. first it was my messy desk. then it was my closet. then my drawers. then the trash can. kinda ended up being the whole room. so i kinda cleaned. did stuff. then i started studying. about 30 min. it wuld be something else. sigh. im so easily distracted. but hey at least its not fb :D i blocked it for a 2 hour period today. yes i know. im proud too. i guess its progress... sigh.

well tom is going to be study sesh number 2. gotta pwn those midterms on monday. woot. haha. well im checking out a new church tom so i shuld get going to bed.

hmmm i really enjoy writing in this blog. its like a nightly ritual i know have and its grown on me. and it really reminds me of this everyday pursuit thing. AJAH! I CAN DO IT :D WOOOOT! peace.

actions speak louder than words

had my final classes before my fist midterm. im pretty nervous about it. shuldnt be TOO bad. right? lol. well i stayed awake in those classes so im pretty proud of myself. haha

hum... i noticed i have been meeting alot of girls. iono... there are alot of guys too, but more girls than usual. alot of lettuces friends. random ppl. haha. they are all quite interesting. not so much "i have feelings for u" but jst like comfort with them. jst a lolsy observation.

so since everybody left to irvine, i was stuck here alone tonight with the roommates. we had some male bonding aka playing video games so it was chill. got to hang out in louises room without jasthuc in the room. quite a different atmosphere. haha. well since we are all krn, it was really fun. talking krn and all. we also talked about lots of things we wanted to do and where we wanted to go. it was so easy to say like "lets go to....blah" and i realized ive said that soo many time, but i have not put any effort into doing so. i feel very fake for doing so. verbally, i have the ambition of a beast, but when it comes down to physcial actions, iono... it jst doesnt seem to come out. haha...

its late and im tired. GNIGHT!

looking past those first impressions.

i basically slept through compsci today. iono why i even went. lol. so today was... hmmm john wooden's 100th bday. too bad he didnt make it all the way. i have to admit that reaching 100 is an impressive feat, but one i do not wish to achieve. but then again, it is not really up to me. lol.

i realized that i usually have a negative attitude towards ppl taht drink. i know in general, ppl who do so tend to be more... how to say this nicely.. more douchier ppl. but im sure there are plenty of awesome ppl out there who jst drink. i really need to look past that first impression and really get to know ppl.

this happend in kcm today. one of the freshmen ppl was all ktown gansta. ya know. the ny hat backwards. the flannel. the voice "wussup doode" and i immediately placed him to be this gangbanger korean punk. but as i got to know him and talk to him, i found his real passion for God. it was really blessing and kinda took me back. it really isnt about the outward appearance, but rather the inner one. i need to look past first impressions and really see ppl for who they really are. and with this thought... i really start to imagine what i am like on the outside vs. the inside. hmm....

well anyway, kcm today was fun. progressive dinner. got to go to ppls apartments and they talked to us about mission trips this past summer. they went to places like india, nicaragua, thailand and japan. iono but i feel very strongly towards japan. before this summer, i didnt think much about it, but right now i am feeling a calling. i guess this summer, my visit to japan really affected me. I remember being so lost when i went and i culdnt communicate, but i really have a sense of comfort around them. i will see what is plausible and who knows, maybe i will go.

midterms coming up. gotta study for those. like REALLY REALLY study for those. at least for calc i do. compsci is a joke. lol. sigh.

PEACE! AND TO ALL A GNIGHT!

ps. im happy i didnt go to the club today.

a happy place.

hum. today was interesting. so i woke up extra early so i culd get to calss and get good seats. and im sitting there with my friend and we start pulling stuff out to get ready. my professor goes to pull the projector screen down and BOOOM! it falls on her and hits her arm. all of us are O_O at the whole situation. "class is cancelled guys" we all awkwardly laugh. "no seriously guys. class is cancelled" ... and i woke up EXTRA early for it to... lol. i went to the library instead to study some. it was actually very nice. the atmopshere is very.... relaxing and i can freely go about my studies. and i think since everyone in studying, i dont get distracted as much. :D i think it will be a good place to study. happy place #1

midterms are on monday. two midterms. im ok with compsci but im FREAKING out about calc. BLAAAHHHH! i reaally dont know how i will do. sigh. i will try my best. AJAH!

so i found out about open gym for volleyball. a bunch of ppl my level. little up little down. they play vb every monday and wed. ITS WONDERFUL :D i havent had so much fun in a while. definitely happy place #2.

im slowly making more friends. closer friends... i think. haha. iono. i will jst have to go with the flow.

my cousins ethan yang photoshoot pics came out. they arent his best shots but im satisfied. lol.

gnight. woot.

bad impression.

hung out with kccc ppl today. some sports day practice. remember how i said i enjoyed bonding thru sports. i realize that i enjoy bonding thru.... good competitve sports. not some loligag WHEEE sports. sigh. iono and also had the small group. my leader doesnt seem to confident with his words. kinda repeats things over and over again. iono what to do. sigh.

i havent worked out in two days. lol. i feel the fat building up in my body. blubber. ppl at ucla are generally more fit and athletic. i think bc its such an athletic school, the students feel obligated to work out or exercise. lol. i guess that is good.

hum.... dont really have much to say today. hmmm a girl from kcm came up to me and this other girl and really wanted us to come. since i guess i already am christian, it didnt really bother me, but i saw that my friend was being bothered. the kcm girl was being very.... overly religious. talking about her mission. etc etc. and i know she means all good but iono, i think she was being to pushy with her way in bringing ppl to kcm. i find that alot of ppl look down on christians as being very intolerant and pushy, and i know most christians mean good to ppl, but i think its how they approach ppl with it that really makes the difference. iono. jst an observation. la dee dum

hmm.. gnight.

hey. im sleeping a little earlier :D

lol. its a little bit earlier than usual. yall shuld be proud of me. haha. hmm. i missed my compsci class today. iono. like. blah. i need to sleep earlier on sundays. at least my prof post the lecture up. woot.

i think im the only one in my room that cares about room cleanliness. seriously... im the only one who cares that there is a black banana in our fridge... frkn. i dont wanna be a maid but i dont wanna live in a trash can. at least my little corner is clean. lol.

so today was a chill day. tom will be busy. verryyy busy. kccc and kcm tom. gotta decide soon.

i ate with my hallmates today. they are very chill ppl. iono what to do with teh tall one tho. he can be sooo very socially awk at times. they asked tim to tell a joke... and tim didnt tell one for like 15 min. and it ended up not really making sense. he doesnt seem to laugh outside our dorm room. its strange. well my hallmates are cool. dont usually eat with them bc they are always "working" in the lounge. i cant study in there. haha. wayy too much distractions.

sigh. nothing much today. tom will be busy. so i be off now. PEACE.

self-discipline.

so went to a new church today. grace community church. it was huge. but oh my lol. it was a traditional church. first time i sang from a hymn book. it was quite interesting. and then the message was very very verryy loongg. and i honestly have to say that i dont quite remember what he was talking about.... sigh. well went to the college service after. again, quite similar. all their songs were like... from the 90s. i knew one of them, which i find shocking being that i have typed several hundreds songs for church. quite tradtional i must say. iono man. 4 hours long of servie is hard to handle. lol. i saw the tall one and my hallmates knocked out during the service.

well on the ride back from the church, the driver and this philosphy major got into a discussion about religion and christianity blah blah. all the philoshphy. how there are two jesus. the jesus of history and jesus our savior. and i really wanted to join in and speak my mind, but i realize that i dont quite know enough. i wuld think a response, but i realize i culdnt respond to his rebuttle. iono. i really want to be able to really talk to ppl at that philosophical level, to really reach out to ppl who have strong doubts. there was one comment about how it is healthy for humans to have some doubt. it jst depends on how u react to it. and that really spoke out to me. i guess im really at that "new christian" stage, where i have the basics down. i know what christianity is. and i believe it. but when i ask myself, "why are u christian?", i personally cant convince myself why. and this really upsets me, i feel like a simpleton who jst takes in what i said to me and soaks it up without any thought. i wanna build up my faith, so what i want now is self-discipline. i wanna try hard to understand and to really think. i want to really firmly establish my faith. deep roots.

also.... i need some self discipline for everyday collge life. this weekend... lol... i didnt do anyting academic. i feel lazzzyy. lol. i need to sleep eariler and do my work ahead of time. i must do this. blah.

played tennis today. i won. it felt good. winning feels good. lol. i want to keep winning. so i must work hard. AJAH! and i want a six pack. lol :P sigh.

hum dee dum.

today was chill day. went to the iv frosh frenzy. lol. got back home at 7am. woot woot. slept at 7:30 woke up at 1:45 pm. twas wonderful. haha. today was very unproductive. yeup. very very unproductive. haha. i sleep too late. IM SORRY J.LIN. so today i bought some bruinwear. comp stuff. rainbows. done shopping for a loooong time. spent some time with the garden patch crew. lol. aka jaslouise. certainly an interesting day. i promise i will do some work tom. for shizzles.

a person in the bruin store gave me their coupon. i saved money. i love how friendly ppl can be. gives me hope for our slightly weird world. haha.

the tall one lost his id down the elevator shaft. i loled. he was too tired this morning to really care that much. haha.

i am tired right now. sigh. i will post a better post tom.

good and bad.

today was nice and cool. i enjoyed the weather. got to kinda relax. however, it got kinda scary in calc today. i sat there, listening to the TA explaining some hw problem, and i kinda sat there, not comprehending one bit. it was so scary. that has never happened to me, like not knowing anything. ive always been able to deduce waht was going on... but today... iono. i need to step up my game in calc. i can do it. i know i can. as long as i try. AJAH.

so went to kccc today. i didnt really enjoy today as much. i reallly like the pastor. he is so cool. a really great model. the ppl there are great too. really worshipping God with a pure heart. that was what i came into college looking for. however, i also met some ppl who were drifitng away from God. i went with this one krn girl. typical christian background. went to church every sunday. etc etc. but now that she goes to college, she is drifting, said she was opened to trying new religions. it really upsets me seeing ppl drift away from the church. and what makes me even more upset is that i am not prepared to help bring them back. i talked to her about my experiences, and she seemed to understand, but i cant really seem to reach her. iono. i will have to keep on trying. as for ministries... i am liking kcm a litte more right now but i feel bad not joining kccc. for some reason, i feel obligated to. blaah

vb is starting soon :D i am so excited. i absoluetly love vb. it makes life more fun. more interesting. lol. woot.

weeks are flying by. they seem so quick. cant fall behind. lol.

oh and i started exploring music again, after being out of the loop for a few months. i found several krn indie folkpop bands that are amazing. i need to find ppl here with my music taste. no one seems to my taste. lol.

now i am off to bed. earlier than yesterday :P teehee. okok. PEACE.

rain has bad timing.

right at noon. when my class ended. i had another class in 10 min. the rain started to pour down. and i wanted a good seat. oh the decisions to make. i pulled my backpack straps up. put my hood up. pulled my pants up. then bolted. sooper fast. the rain did feel nice. it jst wasnt wanted at the moment. if it was after class, i wuldve gotten my hall mates and played football in the rain with them... but sadly... the rain stopped. bummer. and who knows when the rain will come with the intensity again. lol.

so today was a chill day. jst did some hw. school is settling down. im getting into a rhythm. i found an app that blocks certain sites for a given amount of time, and i cant do anything to stop it until the time runs out. i blocked fb. its been helping, and i keep adding new sites to the "blacklist". lol.

im really enjoying the college life. ive grown into my desk. into my bed. i dont really need anymore room than i have. i am happy right now. doenst mean that im content. obviously i still have lots of growing to do. mentally physically spiritually. im jst happy with the progress ive made. or at least i think ive made. im having fun.

doode. i need more doode friends. i have doode friends, but i wanna get like a doode best friend. haha. havent had one in a while.

laaa. going to sleep now. earlier than yesterday... right? lol.

sigh.

my sleeping habits suck.

time to walk the talk

from the third floor, i can see into the second floor lounge and almost everytime i pass it, i see ppl in there studying and i marvel at them. "man, why are they studying so much. i dont study that much. i need to study more" then i go play ping pong or tennis. lol. i know i have lots of freetime. i know i dont have poor studying habits, but i definitely can improve. i came to college to work hard and kinda pwn at life, so i think i need to try harder. its not always about having fun.... sigh

BUT I CAN STILL HAVE SOME FUN :D so kcm from all the uc campuses are attending a vb tourney at uci in like... 6 weeks. I cant wait for it. the tall one wants to play as well. it will be an awesome bonding experience. i might jst do the kcm activities and stuff but be more active in kccc. i feel that kccc will help me grow more. kcm has awesome fellowship. ahh iono yet. well iv is having a freshfest this friday-sunday. im probably oging to that to. ahhhh. soo many christian fellowships but lol. at least im meeting lots of awesome ppl.

i realize taht i enjoy programming. i started doing some computer science hw today and i acutally enjoyed it. funny how when i have a legit teacher, compsci is a little more fun. haha.

i think ppl here are starting to settle down. ppl are committing to frats, sororities, clubs, teams, fellowships etc. i guess the whole "we are all freshmen. we all love each other" period is over, and ppl are starting to form their group of friends. yah yah i know i will get my butt moving too. haha.

i think im the only one in the room that cares about room cleanliness. i do all the trash throwing away, cleaning fridge, stuff like that. iono. the othes jst dont care.... those punks. i guess i see the advantage in living in a single now... u lucky butt jesslin. but i still love my triple. learning lots about sacrifice and understanding ppl more. its fun.

well time to go to bed.... ppl actually keeping me in check... punks. lol. ty.


nice concept idea. i like how they assume that all we drink is water and alcohol. lol

running my race.

i realized today taht i need to fix my study habits. i go on fb way too much. iono. its become like instinct. everytime i have a small distraction, i jst go to chrome and click fb. bahhh. i cant do that. i need to be efficient with my time. blah. lol.

well week 2 has now started. assignments are starting to be due. papers and etc. i think im getting into the rhythm. go to class. come back to dorm. then go to gym. then come back. freetime/hw time (i need to revise that part... lol). getting into the swing. like a dragon boat rower. haha.

hmm... i think i need to make a nice close knit group of friends here. i love the tall one and short roomies but i need friends aside from them. i hear lots of ppl talking their christian fellowships, so im really excited for mine. it sounds so wonderful. going to small group with ppl and then hanging out with them during the week. eating dinner. going exploring. i really wanna go to ktown. louise lee already went. now i am jealous. haha. well other than that, i really want good influences in my life. as much as i enjoy jas and thuc company, i really have to make the line that we are essentially here for different purposes. i think as a christian, i really need to believe and live with a purpose different from worldy individual. im not saying nonchristian ppl are bad ppl, but im saying that i dont wanna be dragged away from my purpose by those who dont share my same purpose. i find it so hard to do qt and read the bible around those who dont qt and stuff. i know its been only like 2 weeks of college and ive been trying new things, but now that i know im not a partier, i wanna pump myself up and really run this race hard.

the tall one is not a good sc2 buddy. he steals my bases and my minerals. blah. he is a loser. haha. well tom is the first day of our 15 week jumping workout. wish us luck cuz we is gonna dunk :P

side note: i still havent fixed my sleep sced. as u can see by the time of this post date. someone come beat me up about this.... lol.


this is a painting. i know... mind blowing.

recovering from a late night.

so woke up at 11:30. stupid ants crawling on my face woke me up. sigh. I HATE ANTS! BAAHH! THE WORST CREATURES EVARR. blargh. well i got to sleep in and not wake up to a clock alarm. woo.

basketball was fun. again, the best way to bond is to play sports with ppl. it makes everything so much more fun. enjoyable. i realized that i dont really have a "i have to win" attitudes. i want to be more aggressive. i want to want that "A". i want to win at sports. iono. i was really happy when i was happy when i won my basketball game. it really makes all the effort worth it. ion blahhh. im sleepy cant think straight. lol.

almost beat the tall one at sc2. he got soo lucky. ridic.

bah. im sorry for the lame post. i am tiiireedd. lol

sigh... what did i get myself into...

so first full week of school. pretty happy it went ok. had some rough spots. met new ppl. made new friends. did my hw. twas a typical week of college i guess. haha. i do hafta say that it goes by quickly. pretty excited tho. i really wanna settle into a christian fellowship bc i know that it will be a good influence on me.

i started air alert with the tall one. we are going to dunk but shhh. dont tell anyone :P its our little secret. its gonna be a hard 15 weeks but we are going to push hard and we are gonna dunk.

played tennis with the hall ppl. finally a little more bonding. it was quite fun. i think the best way for me to bond with people is to play sports with them. doing something physical. it really helps with fellowship.

so now for the big event of my night.... sigh... iono what i was thinking. so jas called me up at around 8 and asks if i wanna go to a club with her and her hall ppl at 8:30. i panic and dont know what to do but i end up going (ditching sc2 with the tall one). well we get there and all the girls are like changing and etc all excited and so we get to the bus stop where a bus was picking us up but once i got there.... everyone seemed.... a little... brown.... it ended up being an indian group having an event at a club..... T_T sigh.... so that was that. so awk. i love my asian ppls. i love korea

so clubs.... not my thing.... at all. iono what it was today.... maybe the horrible dj... or the small room.... but i def did not enjoy myself that much. i guess it was a good experience. at least i now know i dont like clubs at all and that i will most likely avoid them from now on. well i wanna go to a ktown club once too :P teehee.

its late. i did not enjoy my night too much. i am tired. i did not get to play sc2 with tim. no dinner. sigh. what did i get myself into..... blah

gotta make a decision.

so today i met doo hee. the head staff member of kccc and i do have to say, i really respect him. basically identical to p. james. i know he will def be a spiritual role model and can really help me with my journey. i had a really honest convo with him for about 2 hours and i really opened up to him. it was awesome. but then i also went to kcm today. i went not really expecting much but i really have to say that i did enjoy it a lot. i don't know if its the volleyball acting up in me, bc they have their big kcm sports day and they be playing vb. all my church friends were talking trash on ucla for not winning a game last year, so i really wanted to play this year. bah. iono. kcm has a nice support group. nice mixture of krn and english. accountability groups. ahhhh. i guess i really need to pray about this. it is a big decision.

so vb really got me thinking about like working out. man i really wanna play and be good. i wanna jump high. dunk over ppl. that would be amazing. but that requires work so im determined now. ahhh. gotta do it.

our room is infested with ants. they find all my food. i wanna buy ant spray but tim doesn't. he says it smells. imam buy it anyway. lol.

i just heard a drunk scream in the hall. ppl are coming back from thirsty thursday parties. lol. sounds like…. fun…. not really. woot.

i need to sleep earlier so that i can spend more time on writing better posts. blaaahh.