finals week.

so finals week is approaching. i only have one final but 4 essays to do so i guess it balances out. nonetheless, it shuld be an interesting week. this quarter has gone by sooo fast. it was a blur. lots of stuff to look forward to next quarter. guitar lessons. missions training. calc. its going to be a bussy quarter but i realize that i tend to better when im really busy.

so had my missions interview this week. man.... textbook definition of ggpwnd. i guess i had it coming lol. i began to understand how important spiritual food is. how its jst like real food, and when i deprive myself of it, my spirit starts to starve. Even before the interview, i hadnt done a devo in while (iono why... jst pure laziness i guess). i walked in all pumped up to answer all their questions with super theological terms and concepts. mann.... stuff like that doenst jst come out. its not that i felt my responces were inadequate, but i felt that there was no spirit behind it. they were my responses from what i experienced and learned, not so much about what God taught me and how He changed me. so yes.. i was ggpwned by them. and i can honestly say that it was probably the best start to a missions experience ive had so far (no sarcasm intended)

"But you, beloved, building yourselves up in your most holy fiath and praying in the Holy Spirit, keep yourselves in the love of God, waiting for the mercy of our Lord Jesus Christ that leads to eternal life" Jude 1:20-21


blegh im tireedd. i need more sleep. lol. jajah.