ahhhh... spring break.

so spring break has started and it is awesome. sleeping in is amazing. home is amazing. family is amazing. the only thing that feels very lacking is my spiritual life. iono if its the environment, but i feel that whenever i go home, i revert back to my old habits and i feel very distant. please keep me accountable bc im going to really need it. i feel that i need to be more vulnerable. im still too prideful. i hide my flaws. flaunt my strong points. sigh.