friendship.

i think im trying too hard to be friends with everyone. now im not saying this as an excuse to not be nice to people, but because i feel that i often change around different people. i was never a person who sought many friends, but more a person who found comfort in a few close ones. i feel that i have started to look for more friends over a few really close ones. i dont wanna fake who i am in front of ppl, and i really appreciate those who really accept me for my weirdness and uniqueness. I feel like God has placed specific people recently into my life so that i can really get to know them beyond physical or the emotional, but to really get to know them spiritually. to have friends who keep me spiritually accountable. those are the people i feel very comfortable around and i can speak my mind freely and unfiltered to. i genuinely want to get to know them as they genuinely want to get to know me. God didnt send me here to please men, but to please him. i thank God for you ppl everyday. sarang.