rhapsody in blue with some debussy to top it off.

so my tall roommate and i are trying to get a new phrase out there; "templar" haha. it sounds so sleek and chill. like "dang thats so templar" we are still trying create the definition but yah, jst wait for it, it will be TEMPLAR-GENDARY.

i started doing hw today and i realized taht my regular pop/rock/electro music is a little too harsh and distracting to study to, so ive gone back the basics and gone classical. listening to rhapsody in blue, debussy, and august rush, a good study sesh it was. i love how classical music can be so expressive. every emotion can be so fluidly portrayed and it jst floats into ur ear and u soak it in. quite amazing.

i set up my router finally. named it templar archives. yes i know it is awesome. and now i think i will get sc2. i know it maybe a distraction but i will try my best to keep it a hobby, a way to blow off steam and a way to stat away from drinking and stuff. drinking has really been a big topic recently. iono why. but i honestly think i can make due without it. i may have some at a jazz club (i want to find one) but i know i can control myself. im not stupid. i will not get drunk. too many dumb things happen when ur drunk.

so a new week starts. first full week of class. i am definitely nervous. but i find that praying really helps me calm down. and not like a typical prayer. but one outloud. one that i can say whatever i want. its not for anyone else except for God. i often find myself using big words and eloquent sentences when i am picked to pray in front of a group, but i always feel so ungenuine and fake. and so thats why i love this prayer. one where i jst talk and laugh and giggle. it really helps me to feel God's presence and how much he really loves me for who i am.

so off to bed now. gotta a loong day tom. WOOT WOOT!